As i write this, my head is still buzzing, vision still blurred.
pls excuse spelling mistakes or typing errors.
I am doing this at this point before i fall asleep and forget what i still remember.
Alcohol causes temporary memory loss.
It does a lot more, but for now here it is
THEY SAY PEOPLE CHANGE. I THOUGHT SO TOO. HELL I believed it too.
But that was 48hrs ago.
People dont change, they cant. Even if they want to.
And there are no exceptions.
So they do the next best thing. Re-arrange.
Its simple, Simple but not easy. Its never easy.
This is how it works for me.
The part i dont want is hidden deep down. way down.
Its stashed at the bottom where i cant reach or find. Not by choice.,
And build other stuff i want to be. And as time goes by I change, keep changing. thats a constant and unstoppable evolution.
And i keep addind the good stuff. example drinking. I used to drink all day, now i drink occationally. i didnt for two months 9 weeks and 69days. I forgot the minutes.
now i drink only when i want and the i want.
Im not hooked anymore. thats a fact.
among other things, fighting, encourage others to drink, flirt, dope, adultry, cheating and No one night stands.
Now im loyal honest, good and sober among other stuff. And I look at women with utmost respect.
So my wall is high and thick. but on my 35th birthday I found myself exactly the way i used to be 15 years ago, way over a decade.
I dont know where to start so i'll start with sat.
my birthday. I decided to take a drink. I had a bottle of wild goose, I had some by noon. took the bottle in the car. had some more straight from the bottle. Thats how i like it. I was a bit tipsy by sundown. but perfectly sound state of mind.
i went out at night with my date for a few more drinks. we were having fun, dancing, drinking, kissing. Thats the last thing i remember
Sunday morning I was waking up, could not focus on the cofee cup. I had No idea where i was waking up. Dont even know whose bed im in.
where do i start?
I saw some undergarments on the floor and saw my denims almost in the ranmge of my hand from the bed i woke up on. Im still in bed, in a single bed.
Just as my hand made it to hold the buckle of my belt the denims and the belt moved away.
I did not get the time to wonder what happened when i hear a sexy voice that said the words i needed to hear.
"Hey birthday boy."
My vision is still blurred as i saw the foot that dragged my denims before i touched my belt on the floor..
Now i see something i like. I see something I like a lot.
As my eyes slowly examined those long sexy legs my eyes settled on my black silk shirt that barely covered her garden of Eden. Her nipples were covered yet visible.This is what I saw. A beautiful, sexy, woman coming towards me and all she is wearing is my shirt.
Now I want my shirt back. OK I did not want my shirt at that time, but i didnt want her to wear it either.
As i was trying to get up to grab my smokes which i assumed were in my denims, she pushed me back on the bed and came on top.
"A sight for sore eyes" i said.
"I know" she said before she bit her own lower lip and gave me a Naughty smile.
I couldnt help thinking that this is not my date. Not that I have a problem with that, but I could not figure out what happened to my date and how on earth did I get so Lucky. (It was apparent that I got lucky last night, even though i dont remember anything about it. But apparently I was gonna get lucky again. )
Last time i checked, I was with someone else. This woman is a bit older than my date, but she is hot and talented.
She lowered here face to kiss me and pinned me down.
I dont know about anybody else but i dont mind a woman on top. Times have changed and women empowered.
""FOR THE RECORD""
my head was still buzzing in a good way.
I dont know this woman and usually I dont have sex with strangers. But she is all over me.
I could have easily pushed her aside and walked away.
BUT I was not gonna use my strength on a woman, Im a gentleman.
I could never force a woman to hv my way.
I would never use force on a women. It is against my principles.
I can do anything in the world, but using force on a woman is a code I cant go against.
FOR ME ITS A LAW.
She took my hands and put them on her tender butt.
Out of politeness, I used my hands to do what she wanted me to do, I grabbed. What else could i do?
If I ask her to stop, she might get offended.
I dont have the heart to do so. Im a good man.
obedience has never been my cup of tea but under the circumstances ( Under her). I made an exception and obeyed.
Times have changed and women are privileged, its a modern world.
Although Im old school, but I always try to keep up with times.
ONE DOES WHAT ONE CAN
So I just lay there and allowed her to do what she wanted.
At That time, it was the right thing to do.
I am not a rude person.
I did everything that was expected out of me.
Out of respect, I did my best not to disappoint her.
after 20 mins she just collapsed on me. she rested her head on my chest.
I just stayed there, waiting, I cant disturb someone after such a work out. she worked so hard while i was just lying down on the bad. So I decided to help her.
I gave her a full body massage. And I did everything within my power to make her feel good. its my duty.
I asked her to relax and she did. this time it was my turn to work. So I worked hard.
Im a fair man. She worked so hard on me, the massage was to relax her, but it was not enough.
If a woman can work so hard, I'm a man, I ought to work more. I ought to work hard, and so i did that.
I worked as hard as i could. I am a hard working man. And she encouraged me and worked with.
Strength in number.
Together we worked hard. really hard.
The work was hard, but it had to be done,
Someone had to do it. So, I did my part.
we worked for another 45mins.
The reward was worth it. we both earned it.
After a few mins of rest I was tired,
the day had just started and i had not eaten anything. And I used up most of my energy.
But She gave me a look that melted my heart.
I decided to please this woman who gave shelter to me. I had never seen such a generous host. What woman in today's world would give shelter to a strange man.I had to reward the generosity. That was the least I cld do for I am a man.
But I was really tired, and she wanted a little more pleasure.
So i decided to do something about it. Had to, I was the guest and she did so much to please me,
I had to return the favor. I was still in bed, so was she. i kissed her. licked her.
Now i believe that one must not start something one cant finish. but I had used up most of my energy.
Still, i was not gonna give up till she was satisfied. So I slowly moved down on her and stayed there till the job was done.
And The job was well done. I ate her for breakfast. and i ate till the third strike. she came. again.
When i got up to get some air. she told me that she was pleased.
After 10 mins i could not take it. I needed to smoke. thats the first thing i do when i wake up.
so I lit a smoke. And it felt so good.
First fag of the day, always hits the spot.
She said-You cant smoke in the hospital.
safe to say it was a rude awakening.
It didnt make sense at first but then i started paying attention. and realized that I was in a VIP SUITE of A hospital. And apparently, she was the doctor.
BUT I WAS NOT THE PATIENT
I honestly cant say if i was shocked or surprised.
So we get dressed and
I said- I dont know how to thank you.
She said- I do.
I said- Tell me.And she did.
I had to wait for a while so I could sneak out. Piece of cake.
She gave me her card and left.
Took me 20 mins to find my car.
I went home, had a beer and slept the day.
pls excuse spelling mistakes or typing errors.
I am doing this at this point before i fall asleep and forget what i still remember.
Alcohol causes temporary memory loss.
It does a lot more, but for now here it is
THEY SAY PEOPLE CHANGE. I THOUGHT SO TOO. HELL I believed it too.
But that was 48hrs ago.
People dont change, they cant. Even if they want to.
And there are no exceptions.
So they do the next best thing. Re-arrange.
Its simple, Simple but not easy. Its never easy.
This is how it works for me.
The part i dont want is hidden deep down. way down.
Its stashed at the bottom where i cant reach or find. Not by choice.,
And build other stuff i want to be. And as time goes by I change, keep changing. thats a constant and unstoppable evolution.
And i keep addind the good stuff. example drinking. I used to drink all day, now i drink occationally. i didnt for two months 9 weeks and 69days. I forgot the minutes.
now i drink only when i want and the i want.
Im not hooked anymore. thats a fact.
among other things, fighting, encourage others to drink, flirt, dope, adultry, cheating and No one night stands.
Now im loyal honest, good and sober among other stuff. And I look at women with utmost respect.
So my wall is high and thick. but on my 35th birthday I found myself exactly the way i used to be 15 years ago, way over a decade.
I dont know where to start so i'll start with sat.
my birthday. I decided to take a drink. I had a bottle of wild goose, I had some by noon. took the bottle in the car. had some more straight from the bottle. Thats how i like it. I was a bit tipsy by sundown. but perfectly sound state of mind.
i went out at night with my date for a few more drinks. we were having fun, dancing, drinking, kissing. Thats the last thing i remember
Sunday morning I was waking up, could not focus on the cofee cup. I had No idea where i was waking up. Dont even know whose bed im in.
where do i start?
I saw some undergarments on the floor and saw my denims almost in the ranmge of my hand from the bed i woke up on. Im still in bed, in a single bed.
Just as my hand made it to hold the buckle of my belt the denims and the belt moved away.
I did not get the time to wonder what happened when i hear a sexy voice that said the words i needed to hear.
"Hey birthday boy."
My vision is still blurred as i saw the foot that dragged my denims before i touched my belt on the floor..
Now i see something i like. I see something I like a lot.
As my eyes slowly examined those long sexy legs my eyes settled on my black silk shirt that barely covered her garden of Eden. Her nipples were covered yet visible.This is what I saw. A beautiful, sexy, woman coming towards me and all she is wearing is my shirt.
Now I want my shirt back. OK I did not want my shirt at that time, but i didnt want her to wear it either.
As i was trying to get up to grab my smokes which i assumed were in my denims, she pushed me back on the bed and came on top.
"A sight for sore eyes" i said.
"I know" she said before she bit her own lower lip and gave me a Naughty smile.
I couldnt help thinking that this is not my date. Not that I have a problem with that, but I could not figure out what happened to my date and how on earth did I get so Lucky. (It was apparent that I got lucky last night, even though i dont remember anything about it. But apparently I was gonna get lucky again. )
Last time i checked, I was with someone else. This woman is a bit older than my date, but she is hot and talented.
She lowered here face to kiss me and pinned me down.
I dont know about anybody else but i dont mind a woman on top. Times have changed and women empowered.
""FOR THE RECORD""
my head was still buzzing in a good way.
I dont know this woman and usually I dont have sex with strangers. But she is all over me.
I could have easily pushed her aside and walked away.
BUT I was not gonna use my strength on a woman, Im a gentleman.
I could never force a woman to hv my way.
I would never use force on a women. It is against my principles.
I can do anything in the world, but using force on a woman is a code I cant go against.
FOR ME ITS A LAW.
She took my hands and put them on her tender butt.
Out of politeness, I used my hands to do what she wanted me to do, I grabbed. What else could i do?
If I ask her to stop, she might get offended.
I dont have the heart to do so. Im a good man.
obedience has never been my cup of tea but under the circumstances ( Under her). I made an exception and obeyed.
Times have changed and women are privileged, its a modern world.
Although Im old school, but I always try to keep up with times.
ONE DOES WHAT ONE CAN
So I just lay there and allowed her to do what she wanted.
At That time, it was the right thing to do.
I am not a rude person.
I did everything that was expected out of me.
Out of respect, I did my best not to disappoint her.
after 20 mins she just collapsed on me. she rested her head on my chest.
I just stayed there, waiting, I cant disturb someone after such a work out. she worked so hard while i was just lying down on the bad. So I decided to help her.
I gave her a full body massage. And I did everything within my power to make her feel good. its my duty.
I asked her to relax and she did. this time it was my turn to work. So I worked hard.
Im a fair man. She worked so hard on me, the massage was to relax her, but it was not enough.
If a woman can work so hard, I'm a man, I ought to work more. I ought to work hard, and so i did that.
I worked as hard as i could. I am a hard working man. And she encouraged me and worked with.
Strength in number.
Together we worked hard. really hard.
The work was hard, but it had to be done,
Someone had to do it. So, I did my part.
we worked for another 45mins.
The reward was worth it. we both earned it.
After a few mins of rest I was tired,
the day had just started and i had not eaten anything. And I used up most of my energy.
But She gave me a look that melted my heart.
I decided to please this woman who gave shelter to me. I had never seen such a generous host. What woman in today's world would give shelter to a strange man.I had to reward the generosity. That was the least I cld do for I am a man.
But I was really tired, and she wanted a little more pleasure.
So i decided to do something about it. Had to, I was the guest and she did so much to please me,
I had to return the favor. I was still in bed, so was she. i kissed her. licked her.
Now i believe that one must not start something one cant finish. but I had used up most of my energy.
Still, i was not gonna give up till she was satisfied. So I slowly moved down on her and stayed there till the job was done.
And The job was well done. I ate her for breakfast. and i ate till the third strike. she came. again.
When i got up to get some air. she told me that she was pleased.
After 10 mins i could not take it. I needed to smoke. thats the first thing i do when i wake up.
so I lit a smoke. And it felt so good.
First fag of the day, always hits the spot.
She said-You cant smoke in the hospital.
safe to say it was a rude awakening.
It didnt make sense at first but then i started paying attention. and realized that I was in a VIP SUITE of A hospital. And apparently, she was the doctor.
BUT I WAS NOT THE PATIENT
I honestly cant say if i was shocked or surprised.
So we get dressed and
I said- I dont know how to thank you.
She said- I do.
I said- Tell me.And she did.
I had to wait for a while so I could sneak out. Piece of cake.
She gave me her card and left.
Took me 20 mins to find my car.
I went home, had a beer and slept the day.
Woke up at sundown and started to trace my steps. go backwards.
I still had no idea how i landed up in a hospital with no injuries or sickness.
I still had no idea how i landed up in a hospital with no injuries or sickness.
I called my date and asked her out and she had no problem with it.
She didn't know anything about the doctor or the hospital.
I did not ask any direct questions but I managed to dig deep enough without suspicion.
But how did i manage to keep that a secret. How I dated her and got to the hospital without her knowing about it is still a mystery to me.
I guess I would have to take an appointment with the Doc to get the answers.
But I dont want to pay money to spend time with a woman.
She didn't know anything about the doctor or the hospital.
I did not ask any direct questions but I managed to dig deep enough without suspicion.
But how did i manage to keep that a secret. How I dated her and got to the hospital without her knowing about it is still a mystery to me.
I guess I would have to take an appointment with the Doc to get the answers.
But I dont want to pay money to spend time with a woman.
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